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This week has been pretty awesome (except for the fact that the letter "s" on my laptop is fucking up so I have to stab it with my finger every time I type it out) because I got my dream internship for the greatest company in the entire universe!!! *heart eyes emoji*
Anyways, I recently acquired lots of new clothing so I'll be posting more of my looks the next couple of weeks. Also, my husband is around more often so he has "gladly" volunteered to help take pictures for me!!! Wooh!!!

Holographic Baseball Cap

Purple Tattoo Choker Set & Cigarette Earrings- Harajuku Alien

Windows 95 Set- Omighty

I copped this set for $65 on Poshmark which is pretty reasonable considering it has never been worn and each piece is usually about $50. Haha and looks like a dress on me because I'm such a short stump :I 

Here are some outtakes...

I am sooo in looove with these cigarette earrings though! My mom actually thought it was real which made us laugh :p

I also started using insta so you guys should follow me if you want ~cybr.grl~ Have a great week ^-^v

Inspiration is not a 4 letter word #5: Charlie Barker

It's been about 6 years since this video was released and I don't know why but whenever I hear the name Charlie, this video comes to mind. It's just so freakin adorable with the little kiddo and his cute little British accent and his little brother who's just laughing away, just not giving a shit. Today's super mega fashion inspiration is also a British Charlie who I have a feeling has probably bit someone else's finger too...

(yeah her name deserves to be in blinking lights because she's that cool) Charlie is a model from the UK who not only is a pretty face well known for her tumblr pale blogger looks but is also extremely stylish, talented with a paintbrush and a sassy force to be reckoned with. She has been criticized for revealing her armpit hair in selfies which angers me alot because 1) Armpit hair is natural for both boys and girls and since it's okay for boys to have armpit hair, why is it not okay for girls? 2) We are a society that has been brainwashed to believe that a girl has to be a bald chihuahua to be considered beautiful and that is not a-okay 3) Having armpit hair does not equal being dirty and smelly. "The fact is, shaving has nothing to do with hygiene. Hygiene involves necessary bodily cleaning in order to keep you healthy and taken care of. The removal of body hair doesn’t fall into that category. It’s a societal idea that is enforced through cultural expectations, the media, friends and family. Not shaving can have serious social consequences. Women with hairy legs or underarms are usually viewed as unclean."

Well enough of my ranting, here are some fabulous Charlie Barker images for you guys to see~

(Charlie with her painting of Charlie)

(Charlie in Sowet, one of my most favorite brands)

I hope Charlie one day reaches her dreams of making it big in the modeling world and so for now we should all watch her on her way to stardom (and I have a really good feeling she will).

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www.chillout.com

I haven't been posting as much as I used to which kinda bums me out because I like blogging but I've been busy being a mom. Yes, I'm a teen mom. Or a legal adult mom (?) since I'm already 18 which means I'm a legal adult but 18 is still eight-teen which has the word teen in it so I guess I actually am a "teen" mom. Either way, I had my little baby boy last year and he's 6 months right now and he's way more active than he used to (he used to sleep all the time) so I have to focus my time on him and take care of the little cutie. I used to be quite ashamed of the fact that I was a mom at this age because teen moms are usually labeled as sluts and whores and a whole bunch of crappy stuff. But I know I'm none of those things (not that there's anything wrong with being a slut because girls can do whatever the hell they want, no slut shaming here) so I'm just going to let this fact be known now. I've only done it with one guy and that's the love of my life and we're married and things are happy great and sunshiney rainbows so yes, what I'm trying to get to is that we should all stop being judgey people and saying bad stuff about others when we don't even know the whole story. On a lighter note, here's the outfit that I wore when my family went out to dinner to celebrate my parents' 20th anniversary. Woooohhhoooo congrats mom and dad!!!!! ^-^ I'll try my best to post more stuff soon!

abstract reality

"Reality tapped

Me on the shoulder

As it gained my

Attention and

Slapped me

As hard as

Possible" -src

Interview Time/Inspiration is not a 4 letter word with...The Screammm Sisters!!!

I AM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I GOT TO INTERVIEW THESE THREE AMAZING GIRLS THEY ARE SO GOSH DARN AMAZING LIKE UGH EVERY SINGLE THING THEY WEAR IS ON POINT I COULD SCREENSHOT THEIR INSTAS AND LITERALLY EVERYTHING WOULD BE PERFECT 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND I BEG YOU ALL TO CHECK THEM OUT AND SUPPORT THEM.

This is the very first time I'm making a Interview Time slash Inspiration is not a 4 letter word post because these girls deserve it and it's time someone celebrated their greatness. Fernanda, Theresa and Cassandra are sisters from the sunny, little island of Singapore (wooh wooh reppin' for the Lion City!!!!) who started this ultra kawaii online store in 2012 called Screammm.



1. How would you describe your own personal style?

F: I'm into Japanese street fashion/Harajuku fashion so my dressing is strongly influenced by it!

T: I enjoy a lot of different styles so it's really hard to describe it. I don't have a fixed style to be honest.

C: Quirky and unique.

2. What is one hidden talent that you have?

F: I can blow two recorders at the same time lmao

T: I can eat 6 packets of fries by myself

C: I can crack my knuckles continuously LOL 

3. What is one staple piece in your closet that you love to always wear?

F: Vintage denim jacket.

T: American apparel disco shorts

C: Leather skirt

4. What is your number one favorite brand in the entire universe?

F: Joyrich

T: Giza

C: Comme Des Garcons 

5. How did Screammm start up?

Well, we started making our own accessories/bags to sell for fun actually. We didn't plan much and kinda just started our online store!

6. What advice do you have for all those online store owners who are starting up?

Be brave and do what you think is right!

7. What can we expect in the future for Screammm?

We are planning to manufacture our own clothing line in the near future and we want to bring in more other brands that are not available locally. 

8. Are you guys still going to school?

F: Yes
T: No
C: No

9. Where would you like to travel to?

Definitely Japan!

10. Who is the silliest of the three of you?

Fernanda. She's always doing weird things at home that she won't show to anyone but us HAHAHA

11. Who is the most rebellious of the three of you?

Cassandra. She doesn't listen to people's opinions and does it her own way LOL

12. Who is the most goody two shoes of the three of you?

We think it's Theresa.

13. And the most important question of all, if you guys were the Powerpuff Girls, who would be Blossom, Bubbles, and Buttercup?

F: Bubbles
T: Buttercup
C: Blossom

*F - Fernanda
T - Theresa
C - Cassandra

I follow all three of them on insta for fashion inspiration (please don't think I'm a stalker) and none of them have disappointed me. I can kinda tell them apart from their different styles. Fernanda's style is playful and tomboyish. Theresa's style is cool and quirky. And Cassandra's style is stylish and modern. The three of them have awesome style in their own awesome ways.

They're not only amazing fashionistas but also great sisters. You can find out more about them here...

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Inspiration is not a 4 letter word #4: Sita Abellán

Sita is not only a gorgeous model from Madrid but also a fabulous style icon to many. Her personal style is a mix of 90s cyber babe with a little gothicness and grunge and rock 'n' roll and some artistic high fashion flair and soft ghetto thrown in too. It's hard to explain but her style is incredibly unique and I AM OBSESSED. She seems so mysterious and elusive. If I saw her walking down the hallways in school, she'd be that goddess-looking, quiet girl who everyone seems to adore but they can't touch her because everyone knows she's better than they are. Idk she just has that cool girl aura. Here are some of her looks...

Get your Sita fix @

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sit down, cujo

I am so happy that my platform sandals are finally here!!! I had to hunt through Aliexpress for them but all that effort was worth it. The price was reasonable too (less than USD$30). They came really fast which surprised me because shoes from China usually take awhile to reach you but these just came in about a week. The seller was also really nice and responsive. I also got some zipper earrings from ebae because I have one transparent spiral gauge on my left ear and my right ear felt kinda naked so yeah. They were just 99 cents so woohoo~ I'm not sure what the name of my dress is so I'm just gonna name it "The Cujo Dress".

Anyways, JUST ONE MORE WEEK TIL I GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL!!! I am hella excited because the graduation is going to be held @ Houston and my family and I are gonna go on a road trip.