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I haven't been posting as much as I used to which kinda bums me out because I like blogging but I've been busy being a mom. Yes, I'm a teen mom. Or a legal adult mom (?) since I'm already 18 which means I'm a legal adult but 18 is still eight-teen which has the word teen in it so I guess I actually am a "teen" mom. Either way, I had my little baby boy last year and he's 6 months right now and he's way more active than he used to (he used to sleep all the time) so I have to focus my time on him and take care of the little cutie. I used to be quite ashamed of the fact that I was a mom at this age because teen moms are usually labeled as sluts and whores and a whole bunch of crappy stuff. But I know I'm none of those things (not that there's anything wrong with being a slut because girls can do whatever the hell they want, no slut shaming here) so I'm just going to let this fact be known now. I've only done it with one guy and that's the love of my life and we're married and things are happy great and sunshiney rainbows so yes, what I'm trying to get to is that we should all stop being judgey people and saying bad stuff about others when we don't even know the whole story. On a lighter note, here's the outfit that I wore when my family went out to dinner to celebrate my parents' 20th anniversary. Woooohhhoooo congrats mom and dad!!!!! ^-^ I'll try my best to post more stuff soon!

abstract reality

"Reality tapped

Me on the shoulder

As it gained my

Attention and

Slapped me

As hard as

Possible" -src

Interview Time/Inspiration is not a 4 letter word with...The Screammm Sisters!!!

I AM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I GOT TO INTERVIEW THESE THREE AMAZING GIRLS THEY ARE SO GOSH DARN AMAZING LIKE UGH EVERY SINGLE THING THEY WEAR IS ON POINT I COULD SCREENSHOT THEIR INSTAS AND LITERALLY EVERYTHING WOULD BE PERFECT 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND I BEG YOU ALL TO CHECK THEM OUT AND SUPPORT THEM.

This is the very first time I'm making a Interview Time slash Inspiration is not a 4 letter word post because these girls deserve it and it's time someone celebrated their greatness. Fernanda, Theresa and Cassandra are sisters from the sunny, little island of Singapore (wooh wooh reppin' for the Lion City!!!!) who started this ultra kawaii online store in 2012 called Screammm.



1. How would you describe your own personal style?

F: I'm into Japanese street fashion/Harajuku fashion so my dressing is strongly influenced by it!

T: I enjoy a lot of different styles so it's really hard to describe it. I don't have a fixed style to be honest.

C: Quirky and unique.

2. What is one hidden talent that you have?

F: I can blow two recorders at the same time lmao

T: I can eat 6 packets of fries by myself

C: I can crack my knuckles continuously LOL 

3. What is one staple piece in your closet that you love to always wear?

F: Vintage denim jacket.

T: American apparel disco shorts

C: Leather skirt

4. What is your number one favorite brand in the entire universe?

F: Joyrich

T: Giza

C: Comme Des Garcons 

5. How did Screammm start up?

Well, we started making our own accessories/bags to sell for fun actually. We didn't plan much and kinda just started our online store!

6. What advice do you have for all those online store owners who are starting up?

Be brave and do what you think is right!

7. What can we expect in the future for Screammm?

We are planning to manufacture our own clothing line in the near future and we want to bring in more other brands that are not available locally. 

8. Are you guys still going to school?

F: Yes
T: No
C: No

9. Where would you like to travel to?

Definitely Japan!

10. Who is the silliest of the three of you?

Fernanda. She's always doing weird things at home that she won't show to anyone but us HAHAHA

11. Who is the most rebellious of the three of you?

Cassandra. She doesn't listen to people's opinions and does it her own way LOL

12. Who is the most goody two shoes of the three of you?

We think it's Theresa.

13. And the most important question of all, if you guys were the Powerpuff Girls, who would be Blossom, Bubbles, and Buttercup?

F: Bubbles
T: Buttercup
C: Blossom

*F - Fernanda
T - Theresa
C - Cassandra

I follow all three of them on insta for fashion inspiration (please don't think I'm a stalker) and none of them have disappointed me. I can kinda tell them apart from their different styles. Fernanda's style is playful and tomboyish. Theresa's style is cool and quirky. And Cassandra's style is stylish and modern. The three of them have awesome style in their own awesome ways.

They're not only amazing fashionistas but also great sisters. You can find out more about them here...

Store // Facebook // Instagram // Fernanda // Theresa // Cassandra

Inspiration is not a 4 letter word #4: Sita Abellán

Sita is not only a gorgeous model from Madrid but also a fabulous style icon to many. Her personal style is a mix of 90s cyber babe with a little gothicness and grunge and rock 'n' roll and some artistic high fashion flair and soft ghetto thrown in too. It's hard to explain but her style is incredibly unique and I AM OBSESSED. She seems so mysterious and elusive. If I saw her walking down the hallways in school, she'd be that goddess-looking, quiet girl who everyone seems to adore but they can't touch her because everyone knows she's better than they are. Idk she just has that cool girl aura. Here are some of her looks...

Get your Sita fix @

tumblr// insta// twitter

sit down, cujo

I am so happy that my platform sandals are finally here!!! I had to hunt through Aliexpress for them but all that effort was worth it. The price was reasonable too (less than USD$30). They came really fast which surprised me because shoes from China usually take awhile to reach you but these just came in about a week. The seller was also really nice and responsive. I also got some zipper earrings from ebae because I have one transparent spiral gauge on my left ear and my right ear felt kinda naked so yeah. They were just 99 cents so woohoo~ I'm not sure what the name of my dress is so I'm just gonna name it "The Cujo Dress".

Anyways, JUST ONE MORE WEEK TIL I GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL!!! I am hella excited because the graduation is going to be held @ Houston and my family and I are gonna go on a road trip.

purple nurple

I'm not a beauty product kinda person. The most I've ever worn was probably some eyeliner and mascara and BB cream. However I have been lusting over purple lipstick ever since I first found out about Alisa Ueno. I know there's Lime Crime (I sell Airborne Unicorn on my online store here) but I wanted to try something new. So I set out on a little online adventure and found NYX Macaron Lippies. It's a line of recently released pastel and neon colored lipsticks. I don't really know much about make up but the lipstick was really easy to apply. It was really creamy and stays on my lips for quite some time. Gahhhh it's such a pretty color!!!!!!

$̶$̶$̶$̶$̶$̶$̶$̶ with Forever 21

I love cute clothes but finding cute clothes for 100% times cheaper is 100% better (*ΦωΦ*)
So I curated this list of clothes and their cheaper counterparts that I found on Forever21.com to help out some girls (or guys) out there who want to save some extra cash.

Grungy Schoolgirl:

 [src] UNIF Dropout Suspender Dress- $128

 [src] School Girl Suspender Dress- $32.80

Minimalistic Chic:

 [src] Hello Parry Biker Asymmetric Leather Skirt- $58

[src] Cutting Edge Asymmetrical Skirt- $19.80

Cyber Babe:

 [src] UNIF Gammaray Skirt- $102

 [src] Futuristic Mini Skirt- $19.80

Comfy Swag (?):

[src] BOY London Hoodie- $123.85

 [src] Oversized Boy Sweater- $22.80

Of course, you can't beat original, quality stuff but it's always nice to save up some extra cash so that you can buy more clothes!!!!! Also, Forever 21 is currently having a 30% off sale online right now so everything on here is much more cheaper (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧